Needs analysis

At certain point in life I found out I have one of the worst feelings ever: jealousy! Every now and then I feel a sharp twinge of jealousy when I see my friends hanging out and I simply can't make it. The most interesting thing is that I loathe people who are jealous. So, does it mean I hate myself? Go figure!
It's a pity my friends can't be my psychologists (it's all about the transference).
Enough.. it's Saturday... I'm off to some lovely Islands off the coast of Africa. See ya